Home is where the heat is...

It feels good to be back in California, even if it is ghetto Fresno. I really don't miss Hawaii that much, since all my friends already left anyway. The major downside? It's hella hot! I'm talkin 110 degrees and more. My brother and I went to Arizona and it was 119 degrees. too much. My brother-in-law observed i was like Dustin Hoffman's character in the Graduate, you know, swimming in the parent's pool every day... not the "hooking up with the older lady" thing, haha. At least not yet. i just got here. Web design, going good, finally making some cash. Recent works: My buddy's band site,Upstandingyouth.com.

The good times are killing me

So I got back from a month in China of just travelling and having the coolest experiences... I get home to Hawaii to find out I'm getting evicted at the end of this month! I'm officially graduated from college now, but that's left me with kind of a dilemma... Since I quit my job before the China trip, I now have no job and no money. And I HATE living in crappy student housing, living with a bunch of idiots who have no clue as to even wash a dish. I can move back to California, and work with my brother doing web design, which would be cool, but damn, it just aint Hawaii, you know? and its like I have to grow up now, haha. I can't just screw around and travel to different countries when ever I want like before. That whole "getting a real, 9-5 job" thing just doesn't appeal to me. I want to leave Hawaii because most of my friends have also graduated and left or got married or something like that, and I feel like I'm dragging behind... I don't know. Just spouting randomness, stoked to be finally done with college yet depressed at what that actually means for my life.